Bad family problems and baby's wasn't even there for me when I needed him most.
Was really upset and disappointed so much so that I really broke down.
So glad that Jasmine & >10years friend pingpong was there for me when I rang them.
It is just a clash between relationships. 1st family, 2nd boy.
Also got to thank Medium ba, Surin, for doing you-know-I-know thing for me. Thank you!! Can't describe how I feel in words alrdy.
Just hope that things will get better after 2weeks break.
PLEASE! IT MUST GET BETTER!
Love,
V.
//not convenient to talk abt it here anymore. this is not totally private since it is a online diary.
//& to someone I care, Idk whats wrong with your r/s. but from my pov.
I hope you're doing what you really want. You know, cherish b4 you lose it. & after losing it, if the person persist in getting back what he/she wants. That is definitely someone whom you should really re-consider abt.
Finally the last day of YOG, the last day of work.
I guessed Im just lucky to have closing ceremony tix and permission to give work a miss~ =D
Head over to The Float with Dono, Clemen, Maine and Sarah. XD It wasn't really that great and also not that bad. Maybe just not as splendid as the Opening! It is just like another-NDP to me. haha! Fireworks is quite boring compared to the ones they have daily at 8.45pm and 10.45pm.
Will upload pics and vids soon k! Gonna go now!
Loves,
V.
Indeed! People changed.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 || 9:14 PM
Should I get this for darling's sis? Yay! finally gonna collect my iPhone4 tmr! :D Can't wait for it~ Im already eagerly searching for a pretty casing on gmarket! haha!
Is there any place which sell pretty casing? haha!
alright. back to work&gg.
I need to save some manehhhhh~
Monday, August 23, 2010 || 10:20 PM
Ok! Im 1/4 away from my Polaroid package! *CLAPS*
I've got soooooooooooo many wants! SO MANY!
I want this in BLACK! ^^ $40bucks!
ahhhh, its been awhile since I go on a shopping therapy! SIGH!
Im supposed to be at work now but I got switched. OK! I SHALL NOT START THIS AGAIN!
I think I repeated that for almost more than 5 times already! complaining to anyone I/we know about yog stuff. blahs!
Supposedly it's my last day of work today but ended up on thurs! ): = closing of yog. haha
Feel like skipping work on 25 and go on the last day just to collect my free USS tix! ok, let's see how! ):
AHH! IM LAZY TO BLOG! SHALL END THIS WITH SOMETHING BENEFICIAL TO YOU GUYS~
SOOOO! IF ANYONE WANT TO WITNESS CHIO FIREWORKS ON THIS COMING 26th! CONTACT ME! I'll BRING YOU TO A EXTREMELY NEAR PLACE WHICH NOBODY KNOWS BUT YES-I-KNOW-PLACE! JUST CALL ME, HERE 91790881
LOVES, V.
Wallpaper! ♥
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 || 6:32 PM
My current wallpaper! Jonghyun!!! =D Weee! My all-time fav! (:
Omg!! & somebody edited Taeyeon's face into Key's hairstyle! omg!Mmm, But I think she look good too! lol. I think darling's gonna kill that person who did this! hhah!
Tattoo!! & sweet tooth day!
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 || 8:39 PM
If only I can get this tattoo on my back waist~ Met Baby in the morning b4 heading over to Bugis for some technical warranty thingy.
Had Cinnamon meltz! Minutes maid Orange! and Coke sia~ The amount of sugar intake is crazy!
Haha!
After exchanging the new headset, baby is all so hype up la. Can you imagine we head to Bugis just for the exchanging/warranty thingy and went back to Tamp?! intend to hit arcade for the fish catching game de....... ):
Had dinner with his family and wooosh~ I'm home now~ I hope I can have a better sleep tonight! (:
YAWN! BYE.
2PM- Thank you (Eng sub/mv)
//edited.
Randomly went to do a little search on Johnny Depp, my ♥ actor! & I saw this! Wow!
2PM - Thank you.
Monday, August 16, 2010 || 11:22 PM
Please pause my song on the bottom left of my blog before playing this! (:
Sexy! (:
Youth Olympic Games (YOG)
|| 9:23 PM
Hellloooooooooooooooo!!
Back after so long!!
YOG has been alright so far!
Although we have to wake up at wee hours, we still enjoyed our work! (:
Complaining about the little amount of work given with Gerald, & constantly refreshing our emails, hopping there's work given. haha! Bored to tears is what I would describe so far. haha!
I even brought my home-made mini pillow over to slack and sleep when there's no work. haha!
There's nothing much that sucks there, mmm, let me crack my brain and storm for one... mm.
OH YAH! The free-flow of cold winds from the air-conditionings! hahah! We brought 2 jackets and Simin even wore 4 layers of clothing to keep herself warm. haha! It is totally not exaggerated. haha! Food is really lousy there! Except for maybe the coming-soon-3-days-MACDONALDS! hehe!
Had been twitting&facebook/gaming& prettylilliar-ing at work. hahaha! The connection is really good! So fast that any online streaming wont lag at all. hahaha! Perfect place to catch gg and pil. haha! =D
Got off till friday. And I hope friday comes slower cos I'd got to switch from team1 to team4 cos there's a girl in team4 can't make it in one of her scheduled days. :(
My team: Simin, Kenneth & Gerald (PERFECT GROUPING SIA!)
I can't go to the toilet with Simin, I can't get warm cocoa with Simin, I can't eat together with all of them! I cant head back home with all of them too!
Victor might just possibly finishes his food when I reach the dinning area lor! hahah! He might also already left when I'm changing to home clothes! AHHHHHH! So not looking forward to it!
Arrrggg! Just hopefully I enjoy my 2nd week with them to the fullest! =D
Okie dokie! Time for some drama!
Tata!
Loves,
IVY.
I WANT THIS!
too late.
Sunday, August 8, 2010 || 11:51 PM
Everything's too late.the fact that I want my single life back
I can't possibly change the fact that it isn't the same anymore.
Part of me is wishing to let go but part of me believes its true thats things changed.
Aye. Idk. What should I do? =/
Weird enuf, its confusing.
Aye aye aye, tell me what to do?
Yawn. Nights.
Concerns.
Saturday, August 7, 2010 || 10:32 PM
To someone whom I care,
I'm totally lost of what you're doing now.
You don't share thoughts with me like how we used to.
You are drifting further and further.
Getting more and more into smoking.
You told me its just an 'on and off' thing you do.
Oh well, yes, on and off. You told me smoking is not good for health so why are you doing it to yourself?
Sometimes I'm so jealous of the past, of how close we are last tym.
I wanna talk to you like super deep talks but I can't bring it up. I'm afraid I might just make things worst. Tell me how should I start it.
I hope you will open up more and stop being narrow minded. =/
Hair history~
Thursday, August 5, 2010 || 10:38 PM
Hello Fringe!!
Can you please grow a little faster?
I miss my full bangs and also my ultimate long fringe!!
Was trying to search for a photo with my long fringe to realise that I have got not much pretty pictures of my long fringe.
Maybe these?
still as lesbo as before!
2years back?
poor lil cussie hopitalise due to asthma. but he's perfectly healthy already
I want back my good healthy tan skin + weight!
Bob hair period, was too into Victoria Beckham's hairstyle!
Since secondary graduation, I had 1. golden hair + long bob
2. brown hair + long bob 3. brown hair + short bob 4. golden hair + short bob 5. golden hair + high bob 6. black hair 7. long golden.
hahahah! toot many to list actually. haha!
OHHKAAYYAAEEE!
gonna prepare for tmr's stuff ! Bye!
Loves!
IVY!
LOVE/HATE YOG!!
Tuesday, August 3, 2010 || 3:43 PM
Look at my screwed up schedule for YOG!
It burn up my 2weekends straight! & they only provide 4 free train rides and an unlimited bus ride for A DAY only. Just imagine how much I got to spend on cab fare early in the morning and late at night?! There goes my allowances~
Media Operations Singapore is a global hub for communications. The YOG's Main Media Centre will be located centrally at the Marina Bay Sands resort. There are 2, 500 rooms and is in an extremely convenient location. It also has excellent supporting facilities, accommodation, transport and attractions for the media. Young journalists both locally and internationally will be involved in covering the YOG, in line with the YOG's vision to be a Games delivered by young people for young people.
Even if they provides heavenly good buffet food and MAYBE free tix to USS.
& suddenly I miss my full fringe and fat cheeks! haha! should I chop it till that length again!
WOW! Dono look so skinny there! hahah! Love makes people fat! Indeed. But why am I the vice versa?! hahaha! & the Progs Love 08/09. \m/s. Misses much! 7 out of 10 guys are already in ARMY! =S Heven been talking/seeing to ah pa too! ):
ahhhh, its been awhile since I go on a shopping therapy! SIGH!
Mmm, But I think she look good too! lol. I think darling's gonna kill that person who did this! hhah!
& suddenly I miss my full fringe and fat cheeks! haha! should I chop it till that length again! 
